July 2009
6 posts
Down
BAH!!! I’m feeling really down!!! I don’t know why. But I’m tired and I have no motivation. But I’m looking forward till tomorrow, because I’m borrowing my boyfriends car tomorrow, so I’m going to get out of my home town for the day because this place drives me insane!!! So escaping this town might make me feel better! So yeah!! I’ll be taking...
Done
I’m done, I’m done talking about what pisses me off in a relationship. I’m finished with it because I’m over caring right now. I told him he can what he wants and that I don’t give a dam anymore. I mean if he cheats on or hit me then it’s over, but I don’t care if his being a hypocrite, if he puts his life in danger… I just don’t care.
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Past Vs Future
Okay so I’ve officially decided. As of tomorrow, my past is my past and my future is THE future.
I’m going to try and forget the past. Act like none of my past has happened. The past really shouldn’t affect the future. I mean I know you should always learn from the past, but still, I think I’m letting stupid things get to me. Like my boyfriends past flings, I mean way before he even met me. I...
Is it over?
I’m confused. And I can’t say what I’m about to write aloud to any of my friends because I’m 95% sure it will get back to my boyfriend.
I love him, but I don’t think I love him enough and I truly believe that his making it harder but saying that he doesn’t think I love him anymore, it’s just too much for me right now. His hurt me too many times (his never...
I love this song!! It’s awesome. And since...
June 2009
6 posts
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!
Okay so I meant to update on Monday, but I was busy all week so far so I didn’t really get a chance. Well not really busy, but more didn’t really have much alone time.
Anyway!! Saturday night was pretty good until we got back to mine and my boyfriend was annoyed because I walked of with on of our mates to talk. Funny because he was upset because he likes my boyfriends sister. But my...
The Pub
Last night was… okay. We got to the pub after a lot of figuring out how we’d get there because my boyfriend’s car broke down. Before we left he asked me if I’d stay with him tonight. Yes I know his needy!! Any way I haven’t seen one of the girls for awhile, so I was catching up with her, telling her about last weekend and seeing how she was doing (one of her friends had recently died)., shit...
I love this song!!! It’s the perfect theme...
the weekend
Okay so I know I’ve been posting like a crazy lady, right now but that’s because I’m still getting the feel for this site. Okay so it’s a Friday down in sunny (but cold) Melbourne Australia! So YAY it’s the weekend! Not that it makes a tremendous difference to me seeing as I’m currently out of work, but still it means my friends are all free! So tonight we are going...
Awkward
Okay so sex last night was just strange! When I was on top he was looking straight at me and said I love you. Okay that’s cool, that I can deal with, but when he was on top he was looking pretty much anywhere but me, didn’t exactly make me feel validated. I don’t know. It was strange, one minute his in love with me and the next he won’t even look at me. Then he went to the...
http://www.bedposted.com →
I found this awesome site called bedpost.com. What you do is enter your name, your sex partners name, the date, time, length and other details if you want. Of course this is about your sex life. It’s a novity to me right now, so it’s keeping me amused, but I’m hoping it will help with a few things with my partner and I seeing as sex doesn’t last very long. It’s good but short…
So yeah, the site...