Live, Love & Laugh

I woke up one day a realized:
I don’t know who I am
This blog is my way of figure that out
It’s anonymous, so no one knows who it is
So I feel that I can be completely open and honest

Let’s see what I find out

The Pub

Last night was… okay. We got to the pub after a lot of figuring out how we’d get there because my boyfriend’s car broke down. Before we left he asked me if I’d stay with him tonight. Yes I know his needy!! Any way I haven’t seen one of the girls for awhile, so I was catching up with her, telling her about last weekend and seeing how she was doing (one of her friends had recently died)., shit like that. And my boyfriend got because I wasn’t taking to him. And then when we went outside for a smoke, he didn’t say a word to me and then later on ask me why I was being so quite tonight. I was like well you haven’t really been talking to me either. .  And then he tried saying that it was because I was talking to other people. I couldn’t help thing that that’s never stopped him before… I love him but I’m having trouble with him lately. Like he wants me to stay with him, but did he expect me to stand there and hold his hand while he was playing pool. I mean yes normally I would’ve played to but my best friend was there and she didn’t really know the others. That’s another thing. My best friend and boyfriend don’t like each other. She thinks his needy and because he said she was immature, she really hasn’t like him since. And he thinks she’s immature and weird… His words not mine. But when beck got there they both wave enthusiastically and acting like they don’t have a problem with each other. They both don’t know the other one has doesn’t like them. My boyfriend kind of knows, because he said that he doesn’t think she likes him being around because I never see her anymore… But really I’m over people being two face and changing who they are depending on which one of your mates are there. I really pisses me off!