Is it over?
I’m confused. And I can’t say what I’m about to write aloud to any of my friends because I’m 95% sure it will get back to my boyfriend.
I love him, but I don’t think I love him enough and I truly believe that his making it harder but saying that he doesn’t think I love him anymore, it’s just too much for me right now. His hurt me too many times (his never cheated but there are other way you can hurt someone) and I don’t trust him anymore and I’m beginning to think that my heart can’t take it anymore. I tried to tell him that it was ending on Saturday but he thought I was saying it wasn’t working out and that we should try and fix things. But I wasn’t, I don’t want to be without him, but at the same time the mistrust hurts just the same…
Xx
